[ things she isn't saying: they only found out they had to keep their numbers up several weeks after this execution. ]

Besides that... There would have been good reason for me to save that medication. It was the only one we had, so perhaps if I hadn't used it, we could have studied it to make more. Or, perhaps, I should have saved it for someone more important.

Honestly, after that I kept half expecting for someone to tell me I should have waited.